now in library……feel a bit lz wanna study….i think mayb its because i have a week break for the next 3 paper….actually i didnt even start any revision for that 3 papers….but just feel very lz…today not quite in mood..dont know y…didnt feel like talking or laughing…weird weird….

yesterday morning just finish my 2nd paper…the previous 2 paper still ok..but i know i cant score….just really ok…dont have confident at all…especially maths….this semester…i really feel disappointed because of my maths….i wonder what happen to me…my maths carry marks really too low….just feel like my result has drop from sky to earth…last sem i dont hav to feel so pressure during maths final…because my carry marks helps alot…but this semeter….if i wanna get an A for maths…i MUST get full marks for the final….its crazy…really feel sad n disappointed….i hate myself….i hate myself for being so stupid….eeeeee!!!!….stupid me….

anyway….now nothing i can do……one A just flew off my hand….aaaa!!!….really dont dare to imagine what will happen to my PNGK(overall pointer for all the semester) for next sem…..i really hope i cant maintain it…but now….it looks hopeless….aaaaa!!!..stupid me!!!!….

aih…in library but dont have study mood….bring laptop thought wanna study..but end up choose to online n update my blog….cos really geram of myself….now really homesick….really feel wanna go home…hope that all this tiring exam will finish as soon as possible…really tired to fight for it…this semester….i’m knock down by the final….aaaa!!!….dead!!!!….just hope next sem i manage to upgrade back my pointer…but its a tough task to do so….cos the semester is getting difficult…now really worry….

just wnana say sorry to parents….sis….bro….darling….n so on who put hope on me…..sorry….really make u guys disappointed….