dying dying dying…tomolo is my 1st paper…so so so nervous…my god…i didnt really finish my revision…i also forgot what i have read when i went into the exam hall…aih…really sad…y i always like that?…so sad…no matter how much or how hard i study….my result still like shit…wa…wa…wa…y am i so stupid ???

feel sleepy ler…now waiting for my frens to print out our mini project…we need to pass it up tomolo morning….ehehe….last minute job…i just hope it will be good enough…hate it when the lecturer give the mini project when its near our final exam….aih aih aih….feel wanna sleep..but cant sleep….cos when i wanna sleep i will feel very guilty..ehhee..i wonder y…

i’m too tension now..cant really concentrate on my studies..i still cant undertsand although i have read it a few times…aih…i need to relax a bit now…cos too tension wont help in exam…but so hard to control my mind…i hope i can be robot now…so i wont have to waste time to sleep,eat n rest…

wrinting this blogs cos i’m really tension until cant sit still to study….too tension until lately i always stomache…too tension until my mood a bit unstable…ehhee..getting mad…ehehe..

i’m a person who really really lack of self-confidence….like to think the neative side of a certain things..ehhee..i know this is bad…but really hard to change…aih aih…my final sure die!!!….wa…wa…wa…

frens…pray hard for me ya..ehehe…tak malunya saya…ehehe…